How can we pretend that we didn’t do what we did?
And go on, like nothing ever happened?
Like your mouth didn’t explore every canyon of my body, and my lips didn’t travel every inch of your skin….
They say it takes twice the length of the relationship to recover from heartbreak.
159 days x 2 = 316 days.
These days will be some of the worst days of your life; worse than your darkest nights during sophomore year of high school. These days will be some of the best days of your life; reaching euphoric highs and you weren’t sure were possible. But most of these days will be spent neutral, with the constant tinge of him on your mind.
In the morning, the thoughts will be there. And they follow you like a thin layer of mist throughout the whole day, until they form into rain clouds when you lie down to sleep. The next morning, you’re drenched, but you get out of bed and get dressed anyways.
And no matter what kind of day you’re having, you’ll be constantly wondering if you will ever be able to love again.
It took me 302 days to get over him. I’m ahead of schedule.